another day goes by.

god. everything seems so messed up. and i feel so slack. i havent been doing my homework for years. i owe so many teachers homework that i dont even know what are they anymore. cant i just skip this whole fkin studying process and get on with my life.

i would really appreciate it someone would change this whole studying thing and probably come up with a micro-chip or smthin.. to input into our brains and everything.. so we would get all the friggin knowledge we ever wanted. but i guess that'll be totally stupid. we'd be watching movies altho we all know clearly what was the ending and no one would participate in the olympics anymore because they knew they wouldnt have won if they participated anyway. nahh. that would a total fiasco. defeats life wouldnt it.

blah blah blah. crap NAPFA today... haiis. i did okay for all. BESIDES chin up. grr. hope i dont have to redo the bloody thing again.. really would have sucked otherwise.

oh yah. and i just quarelled with my dad. ah ever since they joined the school's parents support group(PSG) they have gone all konky and everything. and they tells the school EVERYTHING. so it basically leaves me to no where. plus. just in case u guys dunno. i think my mum's the chairperson of the PSG. bah. what a turn off. interference in everything. left right center. WHAM.

now i even dread coming to school. or going anywhere for that matter. its like, i dont feel like going anywhere anymore. and i only go home. to sleep + access the internet. not forgetting the aircon of course. i should really get some capital to get a place to live on my on. at least no one can disturb me.

im feeling really hot now.. aircon please work!!! argh.
and i think there is seriously something wrong with my internal organs. gotta go check it up someday. hope i live long enough tho. afterall, we do live once only.

dont we?



quote of the day: A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle. (p.s. i think this is really deep.)