and your exit seems so effortless, so mean.

third time this month im watching the same movie twice
and its not like any of them's worth double the price-
maybe four thirds, y'knw, but not double.
terribly broke.

im a wreck.

had thaipan two days straight
currently weighing at fifty-eight;
laying off food for awhile- terrible stomachache

im a wreck.

dyed my hair. again, two nights ago. decent colour, relatively brown-er
though i'd probably never get through tong, daniel, or any disciplinary personnel.

im a wreck.

with the inclusion of today, i have eleven days t prepare for the jcts.
(which i have not, i repeat, not started at all.)

im a wreck.

and because of you
im a wreck.


that's five wrecks in a single post.
sufficient enough t disrupt my entire chi flow
which just might lead t mascularinvectocitis
(currently no cure for that, i checked.)

in short- im screwed.