blah shit (:

someone, in exact words-
"why dont you update your stinking blog!"
so here i am.

training has taken up ALOT of my time, i swear. and its evident that has caused my lack of attention during lessons, which is terrible, really. 3/24 for chemistry. not t mention that pep talk from mr lau. but the silliest thing is, despite all the trainings, i cant play for the team, plainly because im retained. warped! my flabber has never been so gasted. anyway, of the matches against three schools, the guys never won a single point. a 5-0 loss t all three. :(
pathetic, i know.

andAND i still cant believe the card i found was yours. (i've said it many times i know) but me, of all people, who are you kidding? namely two embarrassing incidents happened and no, i do NOT want t talk about it!

the parents are scheduled only t be back next saturday, i think. i have roughly a week without nagging and extra extra freedom but therein lies the problem- self control.

i hate my life and i've totally lost the motivation t do anything, anything at all. apart from talking t certain people.

which explains- im absolutely optimistic, i swear!