/putting everything right again.

I've never given so much for a person, not even the ex lover-sadly, and ironically gotten so little. Im never the one t be this nice, it just isn't me, and perhaps, just perhaps, being this nice has contributed (one way or another) t the loss, of that particular sense of adrenaline rush and the guessing element in any courtship. Which, if its the case, i think, would be the biggest mistake of my lifetime. I would do anything t make this work.
Anything.

Nevertheless.
Thank you for the good memories.
and sorry for the bad ones, if any.

im still missing you, badly.