two months.

ahh finally. after so many months of not blogging. the lastest entry. haha. hmm lets see, its been about september october, two months since i last blogged. haha not like there's much of a difference anyway.

been living a sad life lately. my results.. total flop. the only local student that failed. or so mr bala says. not like im proud of it or anything, but a fact is a fact, its just, undeniable. oh well, so i have decided to work hard for the sake of my foggy future. taking into consideration the salary factor of course. haha. to prove to them i WILL change, i have to come up with a plan to be submitted NEXT wed about what im gonna do during my holidays.

ahhh. what else. STUDY. gosh come to think about it i got too much things to catch up with. can die. X_X. for someone who's the ultimate slacker type, i think i seriously have to pay a hundred times the effort. which means, NO PLAY! argh. and to think i have been waiting so long for this holiday. just imagine the disappointment. bah, i should have saw it coming anyway.


and my parents and me.... mega screwed relationship. i dont know why, i just have no feelings when i face them. they say they have been doing this and that for me, but they dont even know they keep making things worse. they accept my shit ass results and they think they are THE ultimate parents for being able to take it lying down. aiya. shouldnt talk about my family matters here. i dont think anyone would understand my situation anyway.. each of us has our own family problems and each one, different. yupp. zong zhi.. i cant live with them. =S call me unfilial, whatever, thats just how i feel. and as far as im concerned, theres no wrong or right regarding feelings.

back to something less heavy hearted. wang zi bian qing wa =)) chao nice show.. ahaha been watching for a long time ler. and the story is pretty simple, yet very very nice. thats what inspired me to change my blog skin to that. haha. i think great stories makes u feel sad and happy from time to time. thats what you can find in the show. haha this snobbish rich man, but highly efficient, gets involved in a car accident on his wedding day. and then ye tian yu, the girl, brought him into her house after knocking him down. then the rich man, shan jun hao, loses his memory. tian yu names the guy 'dang ou' cuz her bro came up with the song 'dang ou men tong zai yi qi, zai yi qi...' haha k lame.. dang ou becomes super innocent and passionate. PLUS romantic. then they fell in love. but so stupidly the guy got involved in ANOTHER accident. and regains his memory.. haiyo. sad sad sad. haha. anyway, my point is, u should really watch it. i would even skip trainin just to watch it la. so... no need for me to stress lah hor. (: haha. rmb, channel u wed- fri 7 to 8. =))

aww man. i really wanna go out.. rather than stay at home all day. so boring. i think i'll just have to wait till 7th. class outing. haha. im mega bored. anyone who is also very sian and dont mind another boring companion, ASK ME OUT. lol okay sound so despo.

For all you people out there, needless for me to say, enjoy your holidays yah. And tc. =))