let me disappear into the rain

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and
watching it fall,
You've been closing me in,
closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and
watching it all fall apart.

No significant amount of words, of pen and paper, can describe the overwhelm of emotions i am going through now. I have lost all that remains of my faith- and i will never trust a female, again;
I was struck, a death blow.