i've never been to me.

1.35, its officially monday. school starts, again. time seems to pass ever so quickly, everytime we want it to go slow; crawls when we wish things to get over fast. life, its basically a parody of its own isnt it.

the past week had been a bad one, with tests and all. chinese. =X urgh. today; yesterday rather, was probably the best day i had in the week. went out with my best friend, caught a movie, did stuff, i seemingly hadnt done in a long while. it feels good to be out, and go crazy over little things. thats the thing about being with close friends; you dont have to hide behind a facade, no fake smiles, no necessity to look your best every minute, for fear you might become a laughing stock. and for that period of time, be genuinely you. i wished time lasted longer, it was like an instant of happiness, and poof, gone. (no it did not became koko-krunch) but it was pretty much a good thing. afterall, we wouldnt appreciate the company that much if we were together all the time. sigh, humans. we just take too many things for granted.

if you ask me, i'll tell you laughters never come from the heart. smiles do. very much irrelevant, but it sort of just blew cross my mind. heavy heart, bottled up shit. its like all my problems chucked in, locked and someone just threw away the god damn key. crap, i cant do this.

just a random riddle my friend told me. theres this bunch of men, who went to fight a war. they won the war but came back wearing bras and panties. why?

they came back in Triumph.

on a lighter note, at least there isnt any tests tommorrow. hell you dont know how much i appreciate that. oh and theres this song, i've never been to me. which is really, really nice. credits to shirleen shiao for the introduction. an oldie, but definitely a song worth hearing.

i've been to paradise,
but i've never been to me.