life.

its been some time since i blogged. haha and i know my blog is practically empty. oh well. anyway just now i was taking my shower and out of the blue, i had this rather daunting thought of death. I haven't exactly been using my time in a constructive way lately so probably that's why i felt i was wasting my time and as we all know, it's already '06 now. every single day you are a step closer to the end of your life.

come to think of it, what have i achieved this lifetime? i don't really know. i probably havent. then again, i don't believe in afterlife; i wouldnt know anyway, unless i've finally met my end. so death to me is actually pretty much going into a state of royal slumber, without thoughts and feelings whatsoever.

as we all grow older by day, i finally realise something; life's short. a pretty 'encouraging' thought, actually. i should probably sleep as little as possible and experience everything at least once. somehow, when i thought of experiencing everything at least once, or anything for that matter.. i thought of one night stand. haha i have no idea why. but okay i guess its alright to be bad at least once in your life. then again, being bald would be kinda cool too. i mean, who knows? the life we're living now might be the last chance you will ever breathe the air you are breathing in right now. might as well make the best out of it. love like theres no tomorrow. let someone hurt you in the worst way he/she can. break a limb. pierce your belly. go tell someone you hate him right in the face. good or bad, its all an experience. we're all dying anyway.

live it.