its been a long long time.

ahh. after long last. i finally start blogging again. haha. damn. i dunno where to start. hm ok.

its been two long months. much has happened, little had been said. oh wells, kinda bad life ive had really. alot of quarelling, scolding, slapping (yes, unfortunately.) and regretting. i guess i shall just skip that and move on.

just not long ago i got back my results. not remarkable, yet i din really seem to care. three Fs and i even flunked media matrix. argh. been thinking much, and realised i din really need a great career. at least not with constant studying and all. i want a good life, but i dont wanna work hard to get it. such a loser huh. i dont even wanna go to university. heck the degree. so what if im just left with a PSLE certificate. so what if my frens laugh and me and says, " lols zhihao. i told u right from the start that you are destined to be a road sweeper didnt i." dude, road sweepers have a life too you noe.
wouldnt call those people frens btw.

im not sure if i wanna make this post a long one so i guess i'll just write anything that comes to mind. right. my dad's down with depression. and its like my fault. cuz i over agitate him or smthin. not like im not sad or anything but, i just seem to see things not so important anymore. oh man. wth is wrong with me.

im just being so irresponsible nowadays. i hardly hand in my homework. sometimes i just cant be bothered. but this time, i totally forgot about it. and then it came.

Master Teo Zhi Hao will present the highlights (note the plural form) of 25-31 July this coming Tuesday in lieu of submitting his Current Affairs.

dammn. under announcements somemore. and "(note the plural form)". LIKE WOW. one is bad enough. imagine two. mayb ten? suay. hais. yeah i guess i'll try to buck up from now. at least pass all the subjects. but i can only take so much. if the work is like plucking the shitt out of my hair, then school's so not for me. cuz im a guy who CANNOT handle stress. nuh-uh.

right. i guess its time for homework then.

oh yah. happy birthday jovena. haha.

quote of the day: attack life. its gonna kill you anyway. (: